Poem: "too soon" by Jeremy Void

too soon 

Jeremy Void

I feel depleted.

I’m 28-years old stuck

sucking up the fumes

of a life deleted.

I thrived and I strived for

mayhem only it came to me

when I least expected it

and the beast surrendered its soul to me

eaten and beaten

I cut through and through to the core

of my own fukking problemssss….

my own demise is coming

I’m beside myself

I’m dying and I’m trying and

I’m deciding but I’m deranged

and you know how that goes

I aim for dementia.

The world was mine::::::

but I bit off its head,

and thus I died

when my time came too late

but now it’s in bed.

But

I slept with the reaper

the grimmest of grins moaning

outta pure unadulterated hate….

I lust for disaster, I desire a temper

tantrum. I live for madness,

only the madness

came too soon and too soon

I became a

disaster case.

That’s it I’m sold

to the highest bidder.