Thursday, December 20, 2018

Fiction: THE WEDDING BED by M Teresa Clayton

THE WEDDING BED
Fiction by M Teresa Clayton
First published in issue #1 of Cerebral Agony zin, 2014

He could taste the dirt in his mouth. It was packed into his throat so he could not cry out. The weight of the earth was crushing him.
“Devon!”
He could hear his name being called to him from… somewhere above him. Her voice was distant but familiar. He was not yet fully awake and his mind kept drifting to another time, another place. Her face, he could see her face…

~~~~

It was late September, 1928 and the moon was full. The streets were illuminated by the moonlight. Devon was walking with his new bride. The day had been glorious. She was still dressed in her tea-length ivory dress, he in his tux. They made a handsome couple. They were young and they were in love.
She stopped and stood looking up at him. She could have been an angel standing there, the only thing missing were her wings, but she would not need them. She smiled and stroked his cheek lightly. He could feel the slightest quivering of her hand as she brushed it over his skin.
“Is the chill too much?” he asked her.
“No, my love, I am a blushing new bride. My body is alive with the excitement of the day!” she answered him. Her smile was competing with the light of the moon as it lit up her face and surrounded her with an innocent glow.
“Take my hand.” he instructed with a renewed enthusiasm. “We are married now and I cannot wait another minute.”
Devon had waited for months to marry his true love and then, finally, to make her his eternal wife. “If you cannot walk these two blocks to our home and our wedding bed, then speak up now and I will carry you in my arms!”
She giggled. “I can walk well enough, Devon; please don’t exhaust your self. You will need your strength to finish this, so that we can be together, forever.”
Devon could hardly resist the desire to throw her to the ground and devour her there. He chose to refrain from his addiction and to wait for the perfect moment to consummate their love. He must focus… first things first!
He pulled her to him and gazed lovingly into her eyes. “My angel” He sighed to her. “Your eyes sparkle like the stars in heaven. He traced her mouth with his fingertips. “Your lips are smooth and supple like the petals of the rose.”
Again, she stroked his cheek gently with the back of her hand. He could smell her delicate perfume. She was still trembling so he drew her even closer and continued, “The rose does no justice to the sweet aroma which only you possess. I should drink you slowly like a fine brandy. I will savor its warmth as it enters my throat and close my eyes as it fills me with its intoxicating spell.”
“Devon, my dear Devon” she answered him in a soft voice. “Within the hour you will have me. Command the sorceress to release you from this spell and we will continue to our bed.”
He put his arm around her shoulder and they continued on toward their new home.

~~~~

He could hear the tearing of the ground above him. He was beginning to realize his fate here. He was buried beneath the weight of the ground. He was buried alive?
Devon tried to move his fingers, his toes, to feel for a gap in which he could move and work to free himself. It was of no use; he was packed solidly into this place and could not move.
“Devon! I’m coming, hold on!” he could hear her voice. He tried to answer but to no avail… he was remembering.

~~~~

As the two were making their way up the steps to the door of their 12th Street brownstone they heard a scream and the awful sound of metal twisting and crashing nearby.
Devon sensed the worst. He could see that his bride was moved to help. How very human of her to think she could barter with death.
“Catherine, it’s too late, her fate is sealed. Let her be and we will continue with our plans.” He spoke to her. “Please! Catherine?”
She could not ignore the screams of pain. She pulled herself away from Devon’s arms and ran to the next block.
The woman was lying on the ground before her, torn and broken, barely alive. She realized in an instant that her efforts could not save the woman lying before her.
“Please help me.” The woman begged her. “Please. It hurts. I need… I need help. I don’t want to die.”
“It will be over soon.” Catherine whispered under her breath.
Catherine could see the woman’s hand shaking as she tried to reach out for her. She was lying in a pool of crimson ribbons. Clearly, it would not take long. Catherine could do nothing.

~~~~

He was becoming more aware now. There was the scraping and beating of the ground above him, yet there was no beating of his heart, no movement at all within his chest.
He wasn’t breathing. And, yet, he was aware and alive.
“Who is this woman calling my name?” His thoughts were burning to remember.

~~~~

Devon was standing beside Catherine now and she could see the sweat that was dripping from his brow. He wouldn’t be able to control this, she thought. There was too much blood.
Before Catherine was able to stop him, he was already making his way toward the mortally injured woman.
“Please don’t.” Catherine was moving her mouth to speak but no words came out. “Please, Devon, stop.”
It was too late, the bloody scene was too much for him to ignore. He did not have the strength to fight it. He slowly dropped to his knee and picked up the mangled arm of the woman. She was sobbing uncontrollably. Her eyes were wide and had that look of desperation to them. He understood. She was dying. She knew she was dying.
“Don’t touch her!” Catherine screamed. “Devon! Do not defile her!”
Devon froze at the command.
“Devon let her go. I will satisfy you, my dear. Please leave her, let her go.”
Devon could not control his own instincts as they pulled him down and closer to the dying woman. He closed his eyes and began to lap at the spilled blood like a kitten to a bowl of warm milk.
Catherine could not believe what she was seeing. He would not touch the woman, she was certain. But, his face was covered in the scarlet stain of her blood as he continued to drink from the pool next to her.

~~~~

“Catherine” he thought. It came to him with a jolt. “Her name is Catherine.”
He was beginning to remember her.
She was tall and lean. Her hands were delicate and her fingers long; she would rake them through his hair and caress his face. She was soft to the touch, skin of silk, the color of buttermilk, and her cheeks and mouth blushed with a hint of coral.
Her mouth, relaxed in a permanent sensual pout, coaxing him to kiss her and surrender himself, body and… soul.

~~~~

“You there!” came a harsh shout from behind her. “Stop what you’re doing! Stop him!”
He was discovered. They would not forgive this… this spectacle of depravity. She did what she knew she must do and ran away from the ghoulish display and the events she knew would follow.
Several men were wrestling Devon to the ground and held him down. Devon looked for Catherine but knew in his heart she had gone. She had to go. She had to survive. He looked up at the streetlamp and suddenly everything went dark.
Catherine watched from the window as they carried his limp body away and loaded him onto the bed of a truck. Some of the men now had shovels and pick-axes with them. She knew what they intended. All she could do now was to wait.

~~~~

“Catherine. My sweet Catherine.” Devon could not understand the events that led him to this. He was certain that he was lying in his grave, but why?
Again, his mind took him to another time. She was laughing. With her head thrown back and cares tossed aside, she was happy and giggling as he tickled her with a fine peacock feather, tracing the length of her neck.
“I’m yours!” she was nearly in tears from the joy of it. “Take me now, Devon. Take me away with you.”
“I will, my love, but after we have taken our earthly vow.” He stubbornly replied. “I must have you in both worlds!”
They laughed together like two children at play. They were in love.

~~~~

She had to wait one year. He must lie undisturbed for one year. That is what he told her to do in case something like this was to ever happen. And, it had.
It was the anniversary of their wedding day and of that fateful night when they took him and buried him in this unmarked grave. There was no need for a coffin. They were in a hurry to put him in the ground that night, before the sunrise.
She had watched them place him in his bed, a burial unfit for man or god. She wasn’t sure which he was; perhaps both. Now she was standing over him, calling out his name, to awaken him from his sleep. “Devon!” she cried out.

~~~~

He could see a hint of light peeking in from above him. As he was struggling to stay awake he noticed an urgency he could not define.
The pain was growing more intense. He could feel the hunger burning inside of him. He must feed or die.
The light was being cast by a flame inside of a glass box which she was now holding out above him. He could feel the earth release him and he tore at the ground to free himself.
Catherine stepped back and waited for him to rise out of the depths and join her. It was not a mortal body she saw lifting from below her. It was more of an apparition, a ghost, the essence of her love – Devon.
Come to me, she beckoned. Come… to… me. She was speaking to him without making a sound.
As Devon was summoned forward from his grave, Catherine untied her cloak and let it fall behind her. He was being carried upon a mist to her side. He could feel her life emanating from her like the rays of a sun in another galaxy. It was calling him to her; light beckoning to the dark.
Standing before him, Catherine had disrobed and was now holding a small dagger in her hand. With the blade she skillfully cut a small gash into one side of her neck, careful to cut the vein and not the artery. It was important that she bleed out slowly, to stay alive until it was done. The blood was winding lazily from her wound and lacing delicately around her neck as she took a step toward him.
Devon could smell the sweet earthy musk of her blood and pulled her to him. Their lips touched and he could taste her on his tongue.
They fell to the ground together in a frenzy of lust that could not be constrained. He entered upon her there and felt the rush of life that now enveloped his senses. She held him to her and thrust once more against him. It was almost finished.
“You must consume me here, Devon. Now.” she whispered to him softly. “You must taste my blood and drink life so you will not perish.”
He could not speak. His actions were no longer his own, but that of consuming desire.
He slowly lifted her chin. Devon could smell the scent of her everywhere at once, both the metallic aroma of venous blood and the richer heavier scented blood pumping just below it.
He did what he needed to; he ripped at her throat with his teeth until he could feel the artery. The cord was thick and throbbing with its rich sustenance. He bit again. Catherine released a moan from beneath her breast. She was almost spent. He would have to hurry.
One more time he bit into the rubbery tube and finally severed it. The blood was pulsating into his mouth and he swallowed hard. It was not the sweet taste of death he held in his mouth but the coppery metallic taste of life. Her life.
Devon drank from her throughout the night. Catherine had separated from her mortal body before the sunrise. She lay pale and limp in his arms. His bride had satisfied him in life… and in death.
There was one more task at hand.
Devon placed the body of his bride next to his own, in the grave. There, the two mortal bodies will remain, in the grave that had now become their wedding bed.

~~~~

Devon stood over the freshly turned soil that was now packed down solidly, and held out his hand. Catherine, resplendent in her immortal glow, reached out and took it. Together they walked away into the night, and into their eternity.

Wednesday, December 19, 2018

EP Review: NEW BLOOD BOILERS Running Blind (Independent) by Dave Wolff

Place of origin: Mastic, New York, USA
Genre: Punk, alternative rock, heavy metal
EP: Self-titled
Label: Independent
Released: March, April, May, July 2018
The Long Island community of Mastic is a quiet, out-of-the-way town where you wouldn’t expect a band hungry for the old days would emerge from. But then again, some of the most influential bands have been known to emerge from less likely locations. While some of these bands have not been as successful as they were influential, something about them still attracts new listeners nonetheless. I remember the liner notes written for a punk compilation series from the late 1990s or early 2000s that claimed punk’s earliest inklings existed in the rousing nature of rock and roll that disrupted '50s post-World War II mainstream culture. I don’t remember the title of this series, but you could consider it a testimony to why this Long Island band’s formula can suitably work. Inspired by proto-punk like New York Dolls, Ramones and Johnny Thunders as well as classic rock from Beatles to Black Sabbath, New Blood Boilers are streaming a six song EP, released track by track over several months, that is much like a stream on a desert island. Their seditious early rock and punk remains relevant in Long Island’s contemporary, straight arrow, keep-up-with-the-Joneses environment. As the regurgitated pop instilled in the public consciousness is increasingly formulaic, a need remains for songs like Point Of View and Forever Yesterday to remind us of the sordid, dingy heroin chic the Dolls surprised us with between 1971 and ‘76. No less songs like Gig Box, Fine Line and Running Blind which further illustrate how rebellious inventiveness re-emerged twenty years later with Living Colour, Soundgarden and Alice In Chains. Say what you will, but at the end of the day that temperament cannot be brought to naught. It will always resurface in one form or another no matter how mediocre things become, as that mediocrity itself creates the need for it to return. -Dave Wolff

Lineup:
Jonathan Lesley Habers: Bass, vocals
Joseph Riese: Guitar, backing vocals
George Ziegler: Drums

Track list:
1. Point Of View
2. Forever Yesterday
3. Gig Box
4. Fine Line
5. Foreign Entanglements
6. Running Blind

Tuesday, December 18, 2018

Demo Review: MUSCLES Demo 2018 (Independent) by Devin Joseph Meaney

Band: MUSCLES
Place of origin: Saint Petersburg, Russia
Genre: Grindcore, goregrind
Demo: Demo 2018
Label: Independent
Release date: November 4, 2018
After a long and hectic day, I finally have the chance to sit down at my computer and listen to some tunes. It is now just before bed and I happened to come upon some vicious, violent goregrind from Russia. Demo 2018 by Muscles is a mincy, blasting goregrind assault tailored to leave your ear drums ringing violently. Sounding a lot like other mince/grind bands such as Agathocles and Dahmer, these guys might not have an entirely original sound... but they play it well. Clocking in at about four and a half minutes, this release is short... but it is still very well done. The production quality is also on par! The vocals range from high pitched shrieks to low pitched grunts and gurgles. The drums are mince-tastic, the guitar work low and chugging in pure old-school goregrind fashion. As this demo is so short, I will keep my review brief. In the time I could spend mentioning all the cool things about this release, you could easily listen to it yourself and make your own decision. Featuring six short tracks, this one is a winner. Check it out, home slice. Grind or die! -Devin Joseph Meaney

Track list:
1. Maggots In Your Ass
2. Stupid Eyes Full Of Worm
3. Swarming Parasites In The Stomach
4. You Will Be Stabbed With A Knife
5. The War Is Over
6. Flesh Against Iron

Sunday, December 16, 2018

Fiction: FORGET ME NOT by Alexander Kautz

FORGET ME NOT
Fiction by Alexander Kautz

Established by settlers during the gold rush, the little town of Helmsford rested upon the northern banks of the mighty Hope River. Surrounded on either side by an ancient forest, the community of twenty three hundred and sixty four dwelled within the shadows of the Rocky Mountains. Though gold had never been discovered within this region, its main resource was the nickel mine and its lumber industry. During the summer they were flooded with tourists and fishermen and by the fall, the forests were filled with big game hunters.
Most of the residents were the direct relations of the original settlers and the few new-comers, like Jack Ingram, had simply found the old world charm too irresistible to avoid. A single man in his mid-thirties and without children, he had established himself quite easily. Having worked in the graphics art department for a large advertisement company, he could afford the luxury of a simple life. He had married young and having been responsible and a workaholic, Helmsford had been exactly what he needed. Just a quiet, slow paced little community.
The home that he had purchased was a lovely two story on five acres. Built by an executive of the mine for his family during the mid-fifties, it was truly magnificent. With exception to updating appliances, some electrical and putting in a new furnace and hot water tank, he was very pleased, Located on the west side and furthest edge of town, it provided close proximity to all necessities without being too close to any neighbors.
Less than a week from Halloween, he found great relief within knowing that at least this year, the kids wouldn't toilet paper his trees or toss eggs at the house. He truly despised the city and this being his first month out of that life, he couldn't wait to just kick back and relax!
Yes indeed, nothing to do for the next month except lay about and get some much required rest... The idea had been great but short lived. Jack had always been the type to stay occupied, which is what led him from absolute boredom, into searching every nook and cranny of the house with cleaning supplies in hand.
Within a few days he had cleaned and polished the oak panels that ran mid-height throughout the main rooms and cleaned the glass in all the French double doors. He had shined the beautiful oak staircase railings and polished the brass oak leafed lamps and lions andirons. The house had come with a few unexpected extras. An antique black, Sessions mantle clock that when wound, kept perfect time, chiming on the hour and on the half. There was also an old, ornately carved, oak wardrobe in impeccable condition and a lovely old GE Cathedral radio from the early nineteen thirties. Jack had fallen in love with the radio the moment that the old tubes warmed up and the rich sound of the field coil speaker offered a tune by Glenn Miller. It was the local station ORH 98.5 a.m. Nowhere else had Jack ever heard the classics played as though they were still in popular demand. Nothing could have pleased him more!
The basement was dry and well maintained. Bright and clean, it had only been previously used only as a wine cellar. The main floor has a large family room, kitchen, pantry and huge dining area and a bathroom. The second level offered four bedrooms, a bathroom with full bath and a large master-bedroom with adjoining office, overlooking the front of the property.
So, while dusting and cleaning to the tune of "In The Mood" he worked his way to where he soon discovered an attic doorway concealed within the corridor ceiling.
Reaching upward, he took hold of the chain and gently tugged, stepping back as the panel lowered and a ladder slid downward.
"Funny. The realtor never pointed this out."
Taking every precaution, he slowly ascended the little wooden ladder, taking hold of the ceiling edge and peeking inside.
Unlike the basement, the attic was dark and filled with dust covered sheets that concealed many things. Curiosity getting the better of him, Jack climbed the last few steps and carefully made his way into the attic. With a single window to the front and one at the rear, the large room was dim. Decades of dust lay upon the floor and the ceiling was streaming with cobwebs that drifted within the faintest breeze. Upon first examination, it had appeared to be little more than a storage place, but closer inspection told other-wise. Drawing the sheets away, he soon discovered what had once been living quarters. A single bed rested beneath the window where antique lamps rested upon bed stands. There was a large mirrored vanity and a desk such as a child might use. An old gramophone rested upon a small cabinet filled with the remnants of numerous decaying dolls and dusty, stuffed teddy bears. An icy breeze caused Jack to pause within mid-stride, rubbing at his arms with a shudder as he gazed into the deep shadows. There was no doubt in his mind that a child had lived in this dismal place, but why would anyone do such a thing in an otherwise large and wondrous home? Unable to shake the chill, he made his way back to the opening and deciding to look the place over later, went back downstairs.
It was as while he stood in the kitchen, preparing a ham sandwich and a nice hot pot of tea, that he was startled by the hysterical voice of a woman in the hallway behind him.
"What are we going to do--," she shouted, "oh dear God--my little girl!"’
"It's all your fault--you bastard--," a man bellowed, "your fault!"
Rushing into the hallway with a tea cup in his hand, Jack stared in disbelief, the room once more, falling into utter stillness.
"Hello--is anyone there?"
It's just your nerves again Jack old man! Don't let it get to you. Remember what the psychologist said about dealing with stress.
Partaking of his light lunch, he soon retired for a nap, deciding that it might be best to ease his mind. Drawing the heavy cream coloured curtains, he yawned, climbing into the fresh sheets of his oak, queen sized bed. The luxury of a peaceful mid-day nap had been lost to him some time during early child-hood and he now relished every moment. Drifting between silken sheets and the large and deep brown, damask patterned quilts, he was soon fast asleep.
It may have been hours but felt like only moments as he turned over, his eyes fixed upon the ceiling.
"What was that?" He squinted, rubbing at his eyes as he now listened intently, waited for that faint sound. It was, he felt quite certain, the sound of light scratching. As though a rodent of some kind had somehow managed to work its way into the walls and then, creep into the attic above his bedroom. It was possible, after all, he did live in the countryside.
It came again, faint at first, like something slowly scraping across the floor above. Sitting up, he watched and listened as the sound traveled across the room, pausing directly above his bed and to where the light crystalline fixture hung. Stillness and then, a thunderous pounding which caused him to leap from the bed, falling to the floor as cowering in a corner, he gazed upward! Utter silence as the light fixture remained unaffected and absolutely still...
Surely, anything pounding like that, would have caused the crystals that hung from the light to have moved? Moving from the floor, he swallowed hard, his heart pounding as he stood and stared upward.
Frustrated, he rushed toward the window and opened the curtains wide, the late afternoon sun flooding the room.
"It's happening again Jack--," he clasped his hands over his eyes, "you're imagining things. The shrink said that this might happen--it's only stress induced, don't let it get the best of you. The realtor--that's it--," he snapped his fingers, grabbing his cell phone from the night-stand.
"If there's anything going on around here--he'll know."
Listening for the dial tone, he fidgeted with his wrist-watch.
"Hello there, can I speak with Jerry Langdon please?
There was a moment of silence and then the voice of the cheerful young man replied.
"Yes, Jack, good to hear from you--how are things?"
"Well Jerry--the house is fabulous--," he hesitated, "but--I was just wondering. Did you ever notice all that furniture in the attic before?"
"Furniture--in the attic?" Jerry cleared his throat, "umm, Jack--there isn't an attic in your house."
With that thought, he made his way into the hallway and looking up, discovered that the hatchway into the attic was no longer there.
"Oh geez--," Jack slapped a hand to his mouth, "you're not going to believe this--," he laughed with embarrassment, but I just woke up a moment ago and--well, as dumb as this may sound, I think that I was dreaming."
"It's a new house--," Jerry politely excused the obviously troubled man, "maybe you were thinking about your old place? That happens all the time."
"That must've been it--," Jack chuckled, "sorry about that--I've been having a little trouble sleeping."
"No trouble at all--," Jerry tapped a pencil on his desk, "other than that--is everything alright?”
"Couldn't be better--," Jack sighed, "I just need to take it easy for a while I guess. Thanks again."
"Any time--if you need anything, just call."
"Thanks again Jerry--I appreciate that--,' he rubbed at his eyes, still looking up at the ceiling, "thanks again."
Hanging up the phone, he stood within suspended disbelief.
"Dreams--illusions--hallucinations," he thought briefly, snapping his fingers and hurrying into the bathroom where, removing a vial of pills from the bathroom cabinet he paused to look at the bottle.
"Anti-psychotic’s--," he laughed, reading the label and shaking his head, "the side effects are worse than the damn symptoms. Maybe I would've been better off if I'd started drinking.
Filling a glass with water he washed down a pill, closing his eyes for several moments.
There is nothing wrong, everything is perfectly fine. It's just stress and lack of sleep... Nothing had been the same since the accident that had ended his marriage. He been coming back from a company function and hadn't touched a drop of liquor. The roads had been icy and the visibility almost zero in the freezing rain that night. His wife had been complaining about the time and he'd been up very early that morning. It hadn't been his fault. Six month's with a psychologist had confirmed that issue.
The evening had gone by swiftly as having gone out for some groceries and enjoyed a steak at the local greasy spoon, he soon found himself relaxing by the hearth. Although he did have a large screen TV he preferred the simpler and quieter forms of relaxation. A good book, a magazine article or anything mildly amusing often captivated him for an entire evening. In fact, when he had been with Kathy, they had often shared evening's just sitting together before a nice fire, reading or talking about the events of the day.
No, leave it alone--that part of your life is over and gone and not worth dwelling upon.
Climbing from the chair, he adjusted the collar of his wine colored smoking jacket and made his way upstairs and into the bathroom for another pill.
"That's funny--," he searched the cabinet--,"I know that I put them back into their proper place."
Steady, they have to be here somewhere. You didn't move them and there's no one else in the house--or was there? A presence, something that seemed to watch, follow his every move and then, hide things, move them? No! Stop it, you're getting paranoid!
He searched the cabinet for several minutes, pausing to scratch at his head while looking around the bathroom. There--on the sink counter! You dummy--you forgot them at the sink...
Filling the glass with water, he took the pill, sighing with relief. It had been a rough week, but things were getting better.
A sudden and furious pounding came from the ceiling and reeling back, he crashed heavily against the door, startled and staring upwards!
"Who's there!?" He rushed out into the corridor, his eyes darting from side to side as he searched to detect the vicinity of the sound.
"What the hell do you want?"
"Nothing--," the voice of a man wept from the shadows, "there's nothing more than anyone can do for her..."
"Where are you--why are you doing this to me--," Jack screamed, racing down the stairs as gasping for breath, he stood beside the hearth in utter horror.
There's no one--nothing here! Keep it together old man, you'll be fine! The pill will take effect any second now and all will be fine!
"She's gone--," the man's voice whimpered from nowhere and all about him, she's gone..."
That voice? Dear God--he knew that voice! It was Stan Morrison, the voice of Kathy's father! But how, why was he hearing this now? It was the house, there was no other explanation! It had to be--something about the house!
"It's your fault!" The voice howled accusingly, "your fault!"
"No--," Jack covered his ears with both hands, fighting to keep the sound out, "it wasn't my fault!" tears welled within his eyes as he closed them tightly! Pleading, wishing that it would all just stop!
The pounding now echoed from all around him as he reeled, struggling to avoid the hammering that resounded within his mind!
No--don't let it affect you! Forget what happened that night--forget her! No!
Icy rain came down in a blinding sleet, fogging the headlights of on-coming vehicles and making it almost impossible to see more than ten feet beyond the windshield. It had been a long day and the pre-Halloween office party had been too much! To make matters worse, he'd been feeling ill all week with a chill that plugged his sinuses and clouded his mind.
"Maybe we should've just stayed home tonight, sweetie?' Kathy sipped at a cup of hot chocolate, "you look beat--do you want me to drive?"
"No honey--," he smiled, "I'll be fine--it's just this damn weather."
"Isn't that our turn-off?" She pointed as within the moment that it took for him to look toward the bridge over-pass and back at the road, someone slid out of control, striking them on the driver's side and shoving their car off the road! Kathy screamed as the car crashed against the cement barrier and then spun, breaking through the guard rail and plummeting downward! It all happened so fast, though time seemed to stand still as they dropped from the bridge and crashed onto the highway below!
The world swam within a crimson haze as bloodied, he had turned to look at Kathy. Oh nooo---God no! Somehow, during the accident, she had been forced part-way out the passenger side window and her head and shoulders, crushed beneath the car! Shrieking, he had stared in horror as the pounding beat of the windshield wipers had drummed into his mind, burned into his memory!
The pounding ceased and Jack fell to his knees, his hands clasped before his face as the tears streamed between his trembling fingers.
"What do you want from me--damn you!" He wailed, rushing to his feet and dashing into the kitchen where he pulled a hammer from off the counter.
"I'll get to the bottom of this--," he ran toward the stairs, opening a closet and pulling a step ladder from within.
"The attic--," he growled, "whatever's going on here--it's in there--I know it!"
Scrambling up the stairs, he located the area where he had first seen the panel and doorway.
"Okay--," he steadied the step ladder, climbing up and using the sharp forks of the hammer, began furiously tearing at the ceiling!
The pounding echoed unmercifully, his head aching so badly that he was almost blinded by the pain! The hammer dug deep with every blow, casting drywall and insulation downward as he struggled, fought his way into the attic!
Just a little more Jack--you can do this! Whatever evil resides within this place is up there. Hiding amongst the dust, cobwebs and decades of silent decay! Just a little more--that's it, the hole is almost big enough to get through!
Dropping the hammer to the floor, he reached upward between the beams and with an immense effort, lifted upward and pulled himself through the hole! Darkness, he coughed in the clouds of drywall and insulation as he clambered on hands and knees across the attic floor.
"Where are you--," he paused as his eyes adjusted to the darkness and the light from the hole below offered some perspective of his surroundings. There were no sheet covered antiques, no bed or child's furniture. Just an empty, dark and dust filled room...
"This can't be?" He struggled with the reality, "the house--it's haunted--something, is terribly wrong here..."
"Jack--," a woman's voice whispered from somewhere in the deep shadows, "I'm here..."
"Kathy--," he became rigid with terror, recognizing the voice and slowly turning toward the sound, "but--you died--a year ago..."
"Jack--," it pleaded, as he strained to see in the blackness, his efforts useless as he now crawled backwards, moving away from the voice that whispered again, "come--to me, Jack."
In his horror he failed to notice that he had unwittingly crawled back toward the hole, losing his balance and falling downward in an eruption of drywall! The floor came suddenly as crashing through the step-ladder, he fell heavily to the floor, gasping for breath, struggling to roll onto his back.
Oh dear God--the pain! Something was broken inside, he could taste blood! The world seemed to blur all about him!
The scene changed as in the last year of high school, he and Kathy had sat in the tall grass in the shadow of an old willow, and she had offered him a small blue flower.
"What's that?" He had smirked, accepting the fragile bloom from her.
"It's a forget me not--," she had smiled, her eyes brighter and bluer than he had ever remembered, "so you'll always remember me."
"Oh Kathy--," Jack wept, shaking as looking up, he whispered, "I'm so sorry..."
The pounding beat faded as within the shadows of All Hallow's Eve, Jack moved from the floor and stumbling toward a desk in the hall, opened a drawer, retrieving a small book. Slowly, he opened the cover wherein smiled a small photo of Kathy and the tiniest, blue flower.
That was the answer. The sounds in the house had been memories from the accident and the child in the attic had been his love for her, trapped within his mind... He had forced her memory out, tried to escape the nightmare of the accident by forgetting her! Dear God in heaven above--the house wasn't haunted--it had been him the whole time...
A sharp pain ripped through him as gasping, he clutched the book as braced against the wall, his knees gave way and he slowly, sank to the floor.
The old clock chimed midnight, one year exactly, since the accident on Halloween night... Jack turned toward the window, looking out as a full moon climbed from behind a blackened veil, the taste of salt and iron as blood seeped from his mouth and from somewhere deep within his breast, a gurgling came from a pierced lung that now filled with blood. The world became dim as he sat there just staring, dreaming of days long gone and wishing, desiring only one thing.
"Kathy--," his breath came in short spurts as raising a hand toward the glowing apparition that now approached him in the hall, he fought to draw breath.
"Don't--leave me--again..."
For a brief moment, he thought to have seen her face, loving, compassionate as reaching out and accepting her hand, the world faded into a distant dream.
The Ingram house still stands today and though it had been rented on several occasions, it remains empty as locals claim the place to be haunted. Silent and alone at the edge of town, the property grows wild as during the summer, and only within this single place in the county, blooms the little blue flower called, forget me not...

Saturday, December 15, 2018

Full Length Review: SIETE LAGUNAS 'I & II' (La Caverna Records) by Dave Wolff

Band: SIETE LAGUNAS
Place of origin: Bogotá D.C., Cundinamarca, Colombia
Genre: Raw/experimental black metal
Album: I & II
Release date: July 11, 2018
Siete Lagunas’ La Caverna Records debut compiles their 2017 and 2018 demos, presenting them as originally recorded without any remixing or remastering. Sticking to their guns and keeping the integrity of the original recordings places them in a category with Vlad Tepes (France), Burzum (Norway), Belketre (France) and Darkness Enshroud (USA). The raw guitars carry images of decay, atrophy, deterioration, crumbling burial chambers and heathlands strangled with insensate grass and moldering trees. The ten tracks from both demos are deliberately spontaneous and condensed, supplemented by abundant guitar feedback, ambience and experimental noise. Although they tend to fluctuate in mood, they’re dramatized with a well-founded and compelling amount of sincerity and devotion. The lead vocals are particularly expressive, channeling the decomposition of nature and regression of time with a chilling presence. Sound wise I generally prefer the tracks from the first demo, as they’re more encompassing and include acoustic guitar sections. The second demo have a recorded live quality but focus more on their experimentation with pure discordant clangor. However the last track taken from demo #2 is a hypnotic instrumental piece that drew me in as much as demo #1. Siete Lagunas has an engrossing lyrical concept, conceived to recapture the spirits of the Chibcha Indians of Colombia (also known as the Muisca Indians). The Chibcha Indians were a thriving society in South America (along with the Antillean Arawak, Jirajara, Páez, Chaké, Mape and Timote Indians) until the 16th century when the Spanish conquistadors invaded and assimilated them into modern society by the 18th century. This ancient tribe is remembered in the black metal tradition of remembering one’s distant ancestors, perhaps to remind the listener that human beings have not changed that much with all of humanity’s advancements in technology and modern religious beliefs. -Dave Wolff

Lineup:
Antonio Espinosa Holguín: Drums, bass and vocals
Francisco Fernández López: Guitas

Track list:
1. Llegando a la primera laguna / Carco
2. Madremonte
3. Aguanoso
4. Los bosques de Arcadia
5. Väinämöinen Sutatenza
6. Descenso lunar
7. El rugir de la segunda laguna
8. La reina de las moscas
9. Un cadáver junto al río
10. Oscurece en la segunda laguna

Wednesday, December 12, 2018

Full Length Review: KING DIAMOND Songs For The Dead Live (Metal Blade Records) by Dave Wolff

Band: KING DIAMOND
Place of origin: USA, Sweden
Genre: Heavy metal
Album: Songs For The Dead Live
Label: Metal Blade Records
Release date: January 25, 2019
Since he hasn’t recorded a new studio album in some time, King Diamond is planning to kick off the coming year with the next best thing. No new studio albums doesn’t indicate complete inactivity, as Diamond and his band have performed extensively in recent years. Two appearances have been filmed for posterity and his upcoming DVD/Blu-Ray Songs For The Dead Live. I’ve always counted on Diamond to deliver the goods; this time things are no different. Having a stable lineup for about fifteen years (with the exception of the bass spot, currently occupied by Pontus Egberg) has made the band even more professional than I remember them being. Songs For The Dead Live was filmed at the Filmore in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania in 2015 and Belgium’s 2016 Graspop Metal Meeting. Two appearances that were doubtless chosen from many. Classics spanning their career from Fatal Portrait (1986) to The Eye (1990), and of course a Mercyful Fate classic or two, appear here. You get Halloween. The Family Ghost, Welcome Home, Sleepless Nights, Eye Of The Witch and Melissa to name a few examples. Just from listening to the advance tracks from Metal Blade the songs are vital as ever, tempered by inclusion in countless sets. Metal Blade is promising innovative production from Denise Korycki (Wild Wind Studios) who reportedly did intensive work with Diamond to create a perspective akin to attending the shows with a full view of everything and providing POV shots you wouldn’t have expected to see. The prerelease bio, the complete concerts, the band’s delivery and the sound quality made me want to see what Korycki and Diamond had in mind when thinking of new ways to visually and aesthetically interpret these shows. The actors joining the band onstage and the gothic setting constructed for the backdrop add to the timeless impressions of Diamond’s live show, drawing the audience into each moment. In addition to DVD and Blu-Ray, Songs For The Dead Live is being released in several vinyl formats; the King Diamond Coven offers more information. -Dave Wolff

Lineup:
King Diamond: Vocals, keyboards
Andy LaRocque: Guitars, keyboards
Mike Wead: Guitars
Pontus Egberg: Bass
Matt Thompson: Drums
Livia Zita: Vocals

Track list:
Graspop Metal Meeting
1. Out from the Asylum
2. Welcome Home
3. Sleepless Nights
4. Halloween
5. Eye of the Witch
6. Melissa
7. Come to the Sabbath
8. Them
9. Funeral
10. Arrival
11. A Mansion in Darkness
12. The Family Ghost
13. The 7th Day of July 1777
14. Omens
15. The Possession
16. Abigail
17. Black Horsemen
18. Insanity

The Fillmore
1. Out from the Asylum
2. Welcome Home
3. Sleepless Nights
4. Eye of the Witch
5. Halloween
6. Melissa
7. Come to the Sabbath
8. Them
9. Funeral
10. Arrival
11. A Mansion in Darkness
12. The Family Ghost
13. The 7th Day of July 1777
14. Omens
15. The Possession
16. Abigail
17. Black Horsemen
18. Insanity



Full Length Review: SPACEKING The Piper at the Gates of Stone (Addicted) by James K. Blaylock

The Piper at the Gates of Stone
Place of origin: St. Petersburg, Russia
Genre: Psychedelic post-stoner rock
Mixed & Mastered by Aleksander Karelin at Secret Studio
Design: Vladimir "Fedya" Sedykh
Release date: September 7, 2016
Imagine, if you will, Monster Magnet without Wyndorf‘s out of this world lyrics, and vocals. With just a little dash of Helmet thrown in for good measure. Then maybe you can get a palpable picture, in your mind’s eye, of what The Piper at the Gates of Stone’s overall vibe is all about. The Russian band Spaceking does a phenomenal job with their instrumental space jams here. After all, who needs complicated lyrics to mess up such effortless musicianship. I’d say these guys know exactly what they’re doing and who they’re trying to reach. Besides, each song has its own voice, if you get my drift, or their drifting really. Meaning each tune seems to be tuned-in to the infinite cosmos. Currently the liquid currents are helping pull this metallic metal along through ear gates and asteroid belts alike. Forever searching for a new audience. There you have it: the good, the bad and the ugly. -James K. Blaylock

Lineup:
Ivan Zakharov: Bass/Saz/FX
Stanislav Matveev: Guitar
Ilya Yakunov: Guitar
Daniil Kornev: Drums.
Additional Personnel:
Andrey Romanov: Bendir (tracks 3, 6), Jaws Harp (track 3)
Vladimir Kabanov: Synth (tracks 4, 6)
Ivan Rozmainsky: Keyboards (tracks 5)

Track list:
1. Ruins
2. Metamorph
3. Silent Widow
4. 44
5. Dwarf
6. The Piper at the Gates of Stone
7. Collapse